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as you all know by now my name is ashley, ash for short, and here's a few things about me
first of all my likes and dislikes arent listed here, if you want to know them then go to that page. my friends are the closest thing in the world to me, losing them would be like losing who i am. my friends make up my life. i do care a lot, i care too much in fact, i care about what others think, i care about what choices they make in life, i care about who they meet, i care about everything there is to care about, except politics. i watch the news but really dont give a damn about who died when or what war is going on where. it's basically the restless world at our feet. i dont give a shit however about rumours but they do make me mad if they are serious enough, i dont give a damn about if people are mad at me or respect me as a role model, beleive me, im not that good of a person. i dont care what age people are except if its an intimate thing, i cant beleive how many teenage girls date 25 year olds nowadays, its plain sick, i hang around a lot of people of assorted ages, mostly older people because they are the best and with better knowledge than spoiled rotten brats in highschool. i dont care what you label me as; emo, punk, goth, prep, wannabe, freak, the list goes on people. im myself and if you wanna label me for your own fun go right ahead but i wont hold the sign agreeing with you. i am a weirdo and i like being one, it just means im being myself. i dont give a damn if people look at me like i have three heads or i left my pants at home, i act the way i want to, how i want to, when i want to, and the people who try to change who i am learn very fast that it isnt ever gonna happen. i do have a mouth on me and i know how to use it when necessary, like when i rant about something i dont care if it hurts your feelings or not, im just letting off steam and if you dont like it then dont look at it, i have a sarcastic side of life that i use quite often and sometimes it makes people mad and sometimes it makes people laugh, i really dont care either way but i do mean good by it and it would make me happier to laugh then fight. i have a tendency to look on the bright side of the shadow, meaning when there is a crisis or something really bad going on that makes people way too serious i pop in with a weird joke hoping to make people laugh but then i get yelled at and told to bugger off, sometimes i do lighten the mood but i try my best, always. ive gotten in quite a few fights in my lifetime, minus between family members (only verbal, some physical) and all those fights have been started by the attacker, truthfully spoken. i do NOT fight unless i have been attacked or if its protecting someone else. i used to be bullied for 4 years straight and i didnt know how to stand up to them so i got into the emo and depression habit and that was my downfall. ive also had a few rotten relationships. one im still getting over and a lot ive forgotten a long time ago. ive been cheated on and abused in a relationship. not physically. emotionally. and ive been through more than you can ever imagine, so before you think you know me, take time to find out who i am. im glad im alive. i plan on living for a long time yet.
